German Sucks.

Today was my german exam.

I could have killed myself.

we have two parts; the listening and the writing.
A total of like 24 pages of a language I DONT SPEAK.
I know I got a 37% on the written.
But it'll be curved, and averaged with my listening test grade. so, hopefully i might pass. Well, okay, no. I'm going to fail German. my parents are going to be pissed.

oh well.

so anyway. then i had to give up twenty bucks to my friend Shroom so he'd drive me to my boyfriends house. I guess it was worth it though. We got some alone time, for once.

Here's something i should explain about the BF though.

He's 21 years old, lives in an apartment with his mom and younger sister, doesn't drive (has no car or license) , and works at the grocery store down the street. And he's a virgin. Why, you ask, am I with this freak of nature?

Because I'm a sucker. and we've only been together two months but we have a strong connection and there's just something about his dorky ass that keeps my there. Even though he has like, zero ambition. In fact, his idea of ambition - get this - is moving to wherever I go to college, getting an apartment THEN (in August) and transferring to the closest Kroger. yeah. he's a dreamer, my baby is.

He's got some ultimate scheme that him and his mom's boyfriend are apparently starting some internet business, something along the same lines as amazon.com, except without having to ever see or store the merchandise anywhere. I don't know, he tried to explain it to me and I just smiled and nodded and rolled my eyes when he wasn't looking. And then, after he "becomes a millionaire" which he thinks is what is ultimately going to happen, he's going back to college THEN (which he dropped out of. granted it was community college, but still.) and get a nursing degree.


doesn't make sense.
And did I mention he's a virgin?
And that I'm 17 and I just throw myself at him and he's all, "I'm nervous, I want to wait! I want our first time to be special!" I'm sorry. I thought I was the woman here...

Sigh.
Men.
Don't.
Make.
Sense.